When You Love Someone So Much, But.....

But he even doesn't love you at all, i know that it does killing you inside. When you care about him almost 24/7 but he doesn't think about you even only once a day. When he means the world to you otherwise you mean nothing to him. You pray for their happiness everyday, sincerely from the bottom of your heart because their smile is one of your strength to stand today. Where their spirit keeps you strong through the worst period of time. When you looks to the deepest of his eyes, but you can't see yourself and just found another girl there.When your precious tears fell. It hurts. So bad. 

"I don't need to confess because i already know the answer." that's a wrong. You better confess first and the answer, you just need to be mature, thinking positively, even the answer is "No." but at least, you've told him and the feelings is not just stuck and growing in your heart that will make you hurt even more. Because, the untold feelings may kills you more quickly than the feeling you've confess.

What's love? Love is...when you sincerely see someone happy for their own life although the reason for their happiness is not you. It hurts so much i know, but what else can you do? Once i read a quote from my friend, "If you love something/someone so much, let it go. If they returns, it is yours. But if it never, it isn't yours." It means.....sincerity is the most important thing to the one-sided-love like this.

The above things exactly happen to me, but unfortunately, i still can't do every suggestion i wrote above. I need support. I still try to be mature, thinking positively and more sincerity, and i need to be.....calm down.  

I'll keep standing strong, faithful, i pray for you and for my self, i pray for the strength to stand today, for the miracle to happen, God, please.....

"Sometimes it easier to pretend that you don't care at all than to admit it's really killing you."


"When a guy makes you smile, it's mean that you like him. But if a guy makes you cry, it's mean that you love him."


"Let the love go if it isn't yours." <///3